About my CCA

In my CCA, I am nothing but a member. I shall define reserve. In the Volleyball Club, there is the main team and then the substitutes. After these two groups come the members of the club who does nothing but train during training sessions. Members also do not go to competition and pick up balls most of the time for the main team and substitutes. Therefore, you can understand how my life is at volleyball. Although I would not say that Volleyball is very fun and entertaining, it is indeed enjoyable to me as I enjoy team play sports and the thrill when I get to play. It is always a long wait before I play and I seemed to always mess things up when I finally get the chance to "shine". Thus, wasting my chance. I would not blame anyone for this as I am not exactly very tall, skillful and posses certain personalities that make one a good player. However, I am also not exactly very happy and satisfied by just being a ball picker all the time. Thus, there is some sort of a mixed feeling. I guess I will have just have to work harder to fight a place in the team for myself! Sometimes, I feel like I am being underestimated by everyone all the time and that makes me feel upset. I will have to work really hard in order to let others change they way they look at me and also to find my own pride back.